My Tanner baby boy. (Taken with Instagram at Braeside)
My promises to my kids.
I will not let anyone drag me down. I will always do anything to protect you. I will never stop loving you. I will everlastingly love you to the ends of the earth and back.. times infinity. I wont let a day go by were you wont be in my head. Ill always try to do whats best for you. I wont care that im ebarrissing you in front of ur friends by saying i love you or giving you a kiss. I want you to be happy and respectable, as I was as a child… mostly. I wont always be on this earth for you… but for now and as long as i am alive on mother earth… I will always be here and with u in heart, mind and anways possible for a mother to be there for her children. I love my babys.
im truly fucked up and my depression is getting worst…. great
I have major depression I am on prozac.. fluoxitine which does help very distinctly but just no ur not alone!!
Just another day in the life of a very lucky mother.
Somedays are harder then others but today my children were amazingly well behaved children LoL my head was ready to explode at any point... now that its settling down im getting tired but i no im gunna wake up at 4 because i get restless legs.. it sucks.. not to mention my back pain.. I can not put my love, for Matthew and my kids, into words.. after 5 years of being together we are still madly, truley, and deeply in love. Im so very happy and grateful for my family who will be there for me no matter what! I love the way my amazing husband tales care of our family, he is such a family man.. I am very lucky to have him. I always think about my family and what wonderful memorys I have.. I love being able to stay home with my kids.. Some people may judge me but in thoose peoples case I dont need their approval. I NO IM AN AMAZINGLY GOOD MOTHER and no one will tell me differant. I will take all the help I can get to improve myself as a parent and ill go to school events and such like I did not have... anywaysss.. I have been mumbling so till next time.. xoxoxo